Jen-with.the.Shepherds
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Hello everyone, my name is Jennifer. I have just come home after about an hour at an indoor range here in Katy, Texas. I just wanted to say that I am the happiest I’ve ever been in years and I am very proud of myself.
Today was my first time getting behind a gun in decades and being around a firearm in general since I was forced to defend my family (alone) from a gunman who opened fire on me, my immediate family, a police officer, and other persons involved.
This incident changed my world at such a young age to where I could no longer function in public. However, today that has finally changed.
After so many years, I have finally gained enough mental and emotional fortitude to pick up the XD-S pistol that was gifted to me years ago and shoot it for the first time.
Yes, I did cry at first from the overwhelming smell, sound, and memory of gunshots. However, I made it through and found the courage to keep going long enough to be steady in my aim.
So, I want to just pass on good wishes and encourage anyone who is struggling to just keep going and keep doing what you love.

Today was my first time getting behind a gun in decades and being around a firearm in general since I was forced to defend my family (alone) from a gunman who opened fire on me, my immediate family, a police officer, and other persons involved.
This incident changed my world at such a young age to where I could no longer function in public. However, today that has finally changed.
After so many years, I have finally gained enough mental and emotional fortitude to pick up the XD-S pistol that was gifted to me years ago and shoot it for the first time.
Yes, I did cry at first from the overwhelming smell, sound, and memory of gunshots. However, I made it through and found the courage to keep going long enough to be steady in my aim.
So, I want to just pass on good wishes and encourage anyone who is struggling to just keep going and keep doing what you love.
