i got up my usual 4:30 AM, after my usual night of constantly turning, waking, sleeping, turning waking, over and over again.
i "had planned" on going to the club about 6 AM, been a month now since i been there, and its only 1.75 miles from my house.
but i feel "listless", and have no real gumption to do anything, cuz i still have to clean my Hellcat, since its my EDC, even though i have my G-30 as my backup....and run the brass polisher for those 9mm's.....
i still have to fully clean the wifes car as well, even though "some snow, then rain" coming thru thursday. i may put that off till the weekend.
it sucks to feel this way, i'm gonna lose precious hours of "need to do" for me and the house.
maybe what i did yesterday has gotten to me today, i dunno.....
it just sucks, that i really don't wanna do anything